You gave me the feeling of heart beats

You make me feel my heart beats

and all the rush, vibrating conciousness

make my hefty breath heavier

sling me into a state of extreme apprehension

It is you, by the will of God

will I ever get through this

perhaps how is the question

God and His plannings

with us in His designs

and all destinies are His craft

And my feeling is as night

dark, quiet or calm?

alone or together?

prayers or lustful play?

Or merely lurching keel?

with undefined ending

O you,

you gave me the feeling of heart beats.

The matter of hearts, in the hand of Allah